Kainsiration

2010-09-06T15:59:00.002+08:00

I'm confused ... I do not know if i can live with that forever, thus i decided to speak up. But i really dont know if i did the right thing. I just hope that i can not be so afraid anymore ... sometimes i wonder is it me who is suffocating myself with all those imagination? fear can be really powerful...

my arm has been strangely highly susceptible to numbness and felt like pins pricking even when i just relax... according to the web, it might be my arteries or even nerve system ...

2010-03-09T15:38:00.002+08:00

Down with stomach virus for 2 days ..
dunno wat to do at home..
cos i jus completed Dragon Age (thinking should i buy the expansion set which is out next week =x) and i too sian too do any work.
In fact, not much is to be done unless i start doing lesson plans for lessons after the march holidays ...
Lets do a short recount of my work...
The first day of school, i was assigned to teach immediately as one of the teacher need to go for operation, thus i had to cover her for one of her english class every single day. It was like the baptism of fire as i had to jump straight into it and initially met with some obstacles. But i must say it has been quite fulfilling after a few lessons.

I also went into 2F, a class which i taught last year. It was really great to see most of them welcoming me back ^^ at least they remembered me ~ But i' quite sad at their history CA results (cos i'm one of the markers for the level) ... I still remembered many of them loving history last yr de...

Last week was quite different as we only have 2 days of lessons b4 going overseas for camp. Slack slack =x
Kahang was rather nice. Food okay, weather okay. I think the most attractive thing is the time to bond with both the teachers and students. 10 male teachers squeezing into one room is a sure formula for bonding =x we also had late night gossipping among teachers which was quite enlightening and fun -x

From students, i could also see their vitality and class spirit. Though the class din win, i'm sure the class gained alot form this trip. Its really heartening when they helped each other mindlessly =) it would be great if i could return as their co-form next sem ...

BUT ... i'm also very glad to be back to Singapore!! Aircon aircon!! =x
Oh and not forgetting my darling for being so sweet in writing letters to me everyday ^^
i no money for activating auto-roaming ma =x

2010-01-11T00:50:00.002+08:00

Nobody is borne perfect.

Regardless of how successful or confident you are (or looked), there bound to be some holes in that brick wall you built to protect yourself. These holes are you weaknesses and once any of them are given a blow hard enough, the wall will crumble into pieces ... and rebuilding will not be able to take place within a short time

I cant stand being repeatedly called short ... (although i know i am and i had trained to bear any insults coming) But sometimes it just overwhelming ... and this brings me back to the low esteem which had alwis been protected by my 'wall'.

From young i had gone through countless comments bout my height.
Seeing my younger brothers and cousins towering me is bad enough.. now even their girlfriends and my much younger female cousins ... Maybe for gals not so bad, but for guys, height is a source of pride and superiority. In sports, whether its football, basketball or volleyball, i'm always restricted due to my height. Hence the reason i tried so hard to jump higher, hoping to grow taller.. In de end, i was de shortest high jump champion in my school when i was 14, but my height nvr increased at all =( *i will happily trade my tropy for a few inches...*

Even when i interested in gals during my secondary education .. i''m lacked the confidence to really believe i'm any way superior to the other male classmates

Now that i gonna teach soon.. i'm still afraid my height will weaken my authority in class ...

Another weakness i have is I cant deal with false accusations ...i will really flare up sometimes =x
I remembered that when i was young, my mum accuse me of something i din do ... i shouted rudely at her back ... when my older bro accuse me, we argue to smash radio ... until army my officer accuse me.. i still cant stop fighting back.. hiaz.. maybe i too head strong ba ...

2010-01-08T11:34:00.002+08:00

昨天我因为觉得是时候读些书了（我最后几个月的课程即将开始。。。）
我就随手读了S.H.E 的《爱的三温暖〉〉
没想到让我很有感触

深深地感觉到离乡背井的痛苦与对家人的那种思念
他们三人就养了7 只狗！！让人好羡慕！！
我一把年纪了但离我的理想还那么远

什么都没有。。。没钱，没屋，没狗

但我还是希望跟小太阳Ella学习，做一个可以带个身边温暖与笑容的人

幸福就是能带个别人幸福的能力 =)

2009-12-17T22:13:00.002+08:00

Korea is soooo FUN

Things we done
1. See snow!!
2. Walk on ice literally
3. Skiing and knocking down people like playing bowling =x
4. Eat lots of kimichi, steamboats and meaty
5. Ate Lotteria.. which is sooo fabulous
6. Sing together in a small cabin and score 99 with Top of the World!!
7. Experience the cold and dry weather .. my shorts create so much static that there are noise evey time i move -.-"
8. Sleep and sleep on bus =x
9. Gossip about a noisy boy
10. Takes lots of crazy photos and videos

and many more!!!

It will be 2010 soon ... gotta reflect and improve myself ^^

2009-10-20T11:50:00.002+08:00

Dear Friends,

I'm sorry. I realized I haven't been a good friend ...
Seems like the distance between most of friends are getting bigger and bigger =(
sometimes i do reminisce bout the past, the closeness we shared... it seems a distant past ...
now besides my darling, it seems i dun have much true frens anymore... rather lonely sometimes...

maybe its time i be more proactive bout maintaining contact ...

2009-09-25T11:20:00.002+08:00

Recess Week Lo !!!!

Actually almost every week seems like recess week =x
But recess week means that i have plenty of things to finish before the deadline draws nearer ....

1. Fieldtrip + Brochure + Presentation + Reflection
2. Presentation on Maritime Trade in Tang China
3. Critique a text and creating a noticing activity of relative pronouns with it

Hope i can finish all!

Meanwhile the trip to Snowy korea is drawing nearer too ^^ (also the day which marks the new height of emptiness in my bank =x)

Interesting!!! Part 1

2009-08-08T11:04:00.003+08:00

2009-07-26T11:10:00.002+08:00

I'm back for blogging ^^

I've officially finished 4 weeks of my teaching practice.. and have one more week to slack =x
Cos i finished everything which I needed to do ^^
Taught about 12 periods i think... and i proud to say that my lessons had been enjoyable for the students and for myself ^^ Compared to my previous school, i must say i'm much happier over here ~ school to restart in 3 weeks time ... and i'm looking forward to it =x

on 24th June also marked the 42th mth of yingz and me "monthniversary", which means we meen together for 3.5 years already!!! I just hope that the happiness will continue for 1 year, 10 years or even 100 years =x

2009-06-14T21:18:00.002+08:00

I am back from China!!!

It is enjoying and also somehow enriching due to the many explanations bout fengshui, jade, tea and even pearls ....

It is impossible to list everything down.. so i just note some snippets

1. We climbed the Great Wall!!! Super tiring *although we only ascend like 5 stops*
2. Visited the palace! Huge! 9999 rooms! but we felt most look similar lei =x
3. Amazed by the teracotta armies in Xi-an, they just started evacuating de second time when we went, lucky lucky ^^ So many secret still unresolved despite the science now ...
4. Be a good son and bought things for my parents, which they really like ^^
5. Most imptly, thru the trip we also learnt many other things (which i will not say here) ~

Now i feel even happier and proud to be of chinese origin!!

不登长城非好汉！

2009-06-02T14:26:00.003+08:00

Yingz passed her advance theory lo ^^
Happy for her that her last minutes effort never go to waste.
Too bad that she never managed to cross over to the degree course... but well maybe is a blessing in disguise? ^^
I am slightly disappointed with my results.. but it is still ok, at least it met my minimum expectations of at least a B for all subjects ^^

We are going to china this thursday le. Really looking forward to it! *despite the service by the stupid agency who arranged it for us =x*

I am watching 《学警狙击》, the third part of this series .. it is so exciting!!!

Love this couple in the show so handsome and pretty! *btw the gal is not gilliam from twins... although she look similar* their story very sweeet also... but too bad they cant be together in the end =(

This drama created such a big impact in hk that when one of the character died, many people complained and even swear not to watch the show again !!

In the end, this character, will be spawned into a movie which will include several big casts!!

2009-05-20T15:19:00.002+08:00

Been sometime since i updated....

Been involved in many injuries recently =(
1. I somehow cut my fist when jogging...
2. my computer of almost 5 yrs finally died on me ... causing me almost 350 bucks to replace the psu, cpu and mb... and ram... -.-"
3. I also cut my sis car accidentally when driving up a car park on the same day... felt so apologetic bout it ... (when i realized that.. i even touch the part where it was cut... and i cut myself also T.T)
4. On the same day i forgot my appointment with yingz... cause hurt to her and myslef.. so sorry..
5. My luck havent change for the better as I think i hurt my foot today while running.. again...

Suay Suay GO AWAY!!!!

*looking forward to my china trip ^^*

2009-04-29T20:23:00.002+08:00

I'm back!!!

Exams have ended yesterday and I already have a rejuvenating massage and finished the tvb drama i been painstakingly following ^^

I shall relax and relax at least until end of this week =x

2009-04-09T10:42:00.000+08:00

Been rushing assignment these few weeks... will update after this week.. i hope haha

2009-03-20T12:51:00.002+08:00

SIANZZZZZ!!!

Yest a mosquito kept bugging me... I already bitten by it more than 5 times.
Thinking that it should be full... it attacked yet again when i was asleep.. causing me to wake up.. and in my anger and rush to on the air-con.. i stepped on my specs and the lens broke into more than 5 parts -.-"

the worst thing is I think i threw away my backup specs last yr le T.T

I VERY HATE MOSQUITOES!!!!!!!!! Rest in peace... to my specs which had served me well for so many years ....

I thinking of should i go for lasik?
If i go.. i will be left with 6k to last me for a year... after subtracting the China trip ... thus i prob decide next sem ba.. see how much $ i have left...
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While i was searching for photos for my heritage essay... i saw photos of my beloved primary school being demolished... the food, the playground, the field, the road which i fell down, the monkey bar which we 'battled', the classrooms and even the teachers are all gone. Even the name.. as it was merged with tanjong katong primary school... now the compound is taken over by Broadrick sec... which is opposite my home... mountbatten primary is so near yet so far...

Coupled with all the memories and comments made by my school mates online... the photos made me feel so terrible that my tears just rolled... *emo* even if it happened years ago...

I refuse to post the pics here ... lest it will affect my mood everytime i log in ....here is the link if you interested ... link

2009-03-18T10:08:00.001+08:00

Yingz went to Malacca yest morn ... Feel so uncomfortable without exchanging sms with her... missing her... hope she is enjoying her well-earned break though ^^

Sharing my personal collection to entice Mr C to come to my blog =x

2009-03-09T19:45:00.001+08:00

Sharing my personal collection to entice Mr C to come to my blog =x

Funny videos for de-stress ^^

2009-03-03T19:37:00.004+08:00

They are really really really useful for de-stressing!!!

2009-02-25T20:22:00.003+08:00

Been a long time since i blogged.. seems the urge to blog is getting weaker each day.. haiz...
Time to be more hardworking =x

Yest just celebrated our 3rd year togetherness anniversary ^^
We took a neoprint, watch a movie and had a romantic and exclusive (cos we de only customers there at de time) dinner at Swiss Culture. The Cheese fondue was really fantastic!!!!!! Love it!! And its not as ex, less den 40 ^^

It was quite amazing that my first relationship has entered into the 4th year already.. seems a flash as it is utterly enjoyable with all the love ^^ We had also cross numerous obstacles.. and that itself strengthened the relationship. I really hope we can be everlasting *shy*

For those in love, pls remember to cherish ur other half.
For those not in love yet, work hard, i sure fate will find you one day ^^

Some said it is not necessary to be in love to be happy, but it is definitely necessary to be entirely blissful ^^

2009-01-30T21:48:00.004+08:00

Yingz lamented that guys do not usually express their love openly in blog.. THUS...its time to show guys can be un-shy as well!!! (pls turn away if you cant stand mushiness that will melt ur bone =x)

I LOVE MY DARLING Ying Yingz lots and lots and lots!!
MUACKZZZZZZ
Hope we can be together forever ^^

2009-01-11T11:01:00.002+08:00

The new Semester has started and i have to fall sick on de second day of school -.-" But i somehow managed to attend the classes ^^ There are sooo many readings again... Spent most of my free time reading and reading hiaz...

*stil trying to re-adapt to the school life*

Hectic but certainly wonderful closure of 2008

2008-12-28T10:59:00.004+08:00

December must be the most happening month of 2008... after yingz's birthday, the third yr anniversary since first time i know yingz and the Japan tour, next come Xmas which coicidentally also marks the start of our 35th mth together =x

We had a simple Xmas this time round. Catching the movie Bedtime stories and eating at Marche *also 'borrowed' a little spoon so we can eat the log cake which we da bao-ed*. After that we walked to Keppel Bay *as she was wearing high heels.. she wanna kill me for making her walk so far without informing her in advance =x* It was reAlly a nice and cosy place to relax ^^

After this.. I had a Chalet at Pasir Ris, but since no one wanna go on Friday, yingz and me got the chalet all by ourselves for one whole day =x We walked to and fro the chalet to the E-hub countless times... playing and shopping watever they can offer =x From movies to arcade to mini bowling to cycling ^^ Oh i happen to meet chance upon de ASEAN club retreat.. i think too =x

Second day, my secondary buddies *cos all guys* came, some with their gfs to celebrate a belated xmas with gift exchange *we got ferrero rochor.. sianz =x* and also a 'concert' performed by the singing enthus over there. I was asked to sing 天天想你.. and i sang and dedicated it to my dearest in dramatic fashion. Right in front of all the buddies unplugged, just like a star hahaha. I was so nervous that my face turned red and heart was pounding. Really happy that she enjoyed my performance, and singing in front is really shiok ^^ They videoed the entire unforgettable concert.. so maybe u all can see de performance also haha.

A few days later is my partner-in-crime buddy in NS getting married.. on de last day of 2008 actually. Hope he can have a story which starts with happily ever after ^^

*on de sidenote.. i also gonna be soooo poor after dec*

2008-12-23T10:22:00.001+08:00

I'm back!!!

It was simply fabulous!!!!

But since photos are all with yingz.... i shall updaTE when i get it ba

jaa mata ~

2008-12-15T13:11:00.002+08:00

Long Time no blog le... Lazybone acting on me...

I am glad that my results was respectable... but i feel abit upset cos i din do well in 2 subjects which i was very confident of... hiaz.. thats life isn't it. You gain some, you lose some.

Tomorrow will be de day i leave for Japan. It is really a dream come true for me... going to a place i really wanna go to at least once in this lifetime.. and wif the most important person in my life now *shy* Hope i can survive the cold though... i guess i might miss de sun over here ... is from 0 - 10 degrees. Penguins can tahan -70 degrees.. plus de fats around me... 10 degrees shud be ok riet? haha.

REALLY EXCITED !!!!!!!!

Yingz 20th Birthday

2008-12-05T11:06:00.004+08:00

Yingz 20th Birthday

I had three surprises for her, doing three different things we never done before.
But the weather disrupted my plan... initiall wanna bring her to Marina Barrage but the rain just keep coming down -.-" Thus we alter it to become her shopping time!!! *although she only went to one shop only =x *

The second surprise is bring her to the archery range. Cos she is sagi ma, how can she be a sagi when she never shot an arrow? =x It was really fun!! more fun than i expected =x Yingz is realy a sagi... by the 2nd rack she oredi one of the top scorers for gals on the chart!! It is at suntec beside the arcade area, 4.50 for 12 shots, quite affordable ~

Last surprise is bring her to Kuishin-bo, cos of the snow crabs. She alwis wanna try, one of her reason to go Hokkaido, but cos i quite scared she be frozen and wont be able to enjoy in de end i chose central Japan instead =x I'm more pragmatic muhahaaa. I really enjoyed the food!! Even the de-shelling of the snow crabs are so fufilling!!! I keep de-shelling while she eats ^^

Some of the 'desserts'...*that unagi is mine, cos is too tasty i took one more when taking dessert =x*

Her one-in-the-world 'cake' ^^ *she dun like to eat cake and she love snow crabs thats why i have to 'fix' this cake haha*

Making a wish ... excitedly!!

2008-11-25T19:52:00.002+08:00

Jogged to East Coast Park today... really enjoyed the serenity and the feeling of sweating ^^
Maybe cos today is still only the middle of the week, not many dogs spotted... around 7 only =x
I also noticed something perculiar... i saw a lady wearing like she was going to a party!!! Ultra hugh heels, with coat and sunglasses appearing at the beach.... so out of place!!

Was slacking for more than an hr i think...
When i smelled the Chicken wings, i knew its really time i head home for dinner (hungrily) ^^
*My mum really cooked chicken for dinner wahahaha!!!*

2008-11-22T21:03:00.002+08:00

I finished reading the book in 2DAYS!!!
But once again Jodi Picoult ended her book abit abrupt and unexpectedly... just like Sister Keeper!!!! Wat book to read next? Nihongo? =x

Went soccer today under the punishing hot weather... i think i becoming charred soon -.-"
Unexpectedly chanced upon elyse and her bf on the field. My frens were actually gesturing to me that a pretty gal was coming over.. when i realised it was elyse. Seems that i keep meeting people i know over there =x

Finally went for my much anticipated KTV RIGHT AFTER soccer! Finally got to release all the tension n stress while shouting like crazy!! Shiok! But i reckon that i will not be tempted to sing anytime soon.. it was soooooo freaking tiring ...

I think the best thing that happened to me is that i dun really have any appetite these days... is it i been too lazy to move, so much so that i do not digest? I haven even bothered to clear my desk =x

Or i feel so hollow with yingz not around me...?

2008-11-20T18:30:00.002+08:00

Exam has ended one day ago.... and i spent almost the entire day on bed doing horizonatal "meditation" (zazen.. a jap word i learn in my jap history module ^^).. hardly having energy to venture into the living room. I been so lazy that i been too lazy to eat =x

The only thing i did today that is worthy of mention is i been reading Tenth Circle by Jodi Picoult. It was a very nice read ^^ Still remember the emotions stirred up by the Sister Kepper previosuly, thus i'm quite prepared to be in a emotional wreckage soon again =x

Yingz asked me a qns i really dunno how to answer... How did i improve my English?
No doubt my English is still mediocre and broken.. but still nt too bad as i still can chu stunt in my essay using words like 'convulse' =x The paradox lies in de facts that my parents are illiterate in English (i bet their malay is much better...), i do not really watch English drama serials or any Sesame street cos it just dont appeal to me due to my poor command of English last time. I barely pick up any books beside textbooks last time too. Wats more, most of my buddies speak Chinese ... not atas type (until recently =x)

Thus i think my obsession in gaming and reading subtitles help? =x

Ironically i have like 50% chance of becoming english Teacher.. and yet i dunno how did i practise my lang. skills... -.-"

2008-11-05T19:43:00.003+08:00

Colourgenics Quiz i took after yingz took hers =x

Come on try it ^ ^
http://www.paulgoldinresearch.com/cg/index.htm

I think it is true to a certain extent ^ ^

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You are the sort of person that needs a peaceful environment. You seek release from stress and freedom from conflicts and disagreements, of which you seem to have had more than your fair share. But you are taking pains to control the situation by proceeding cautiously and you are right in doing so as you are a very sensitive person.

The way things are you are under considerable stress and you feel that there is little hope of matters righting themselves. Everyone about you seems to aggravate the problem even more. You feel that at this time you need to be alone and you are right - move back and give yourself a chance to breathe.

The situation at this time is one of considerable distress. You feel trapped and you are looking for some way out. You can find solace in the arms of someone who cares so long as there is no long-term emotional involvement.

Recent disappointment has led you to become truly introverted. You are becoming suspicious of everybody and consequently you now feel that you are unable to trust anybody. Unfortunately it would appear that you are curbing your natural enthusiasm and imaginative nature - perhaps this is because you are fearful that you may become over enthused and find that you could possibly be carried away by wishful thinking. You are keeping your distance to see whether attitudes towards you are sincere - but this watchfulness could easily develop into suspicion and distrust.

You are inclined to be too trusting and you feel that you need to be on your guard against the possibility that your endeavours and actions may be misunderstood. Too often you have been taken advantage of and you have been mentally abused. Now you are seeking a relationship which can provide peace of mind, where you can be yourself and not have the need to put on a false front.

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Somwhow the concluding line lead me to a song i heard recently...

五月天: 你不是真正的快乐

watch the video here

　　人群中哭着你只想变成透明的颜色

　　你再也不会梦或痛或心动了你已经决定了你已经决定了

　　你静静忍着紧紧把昨天在拳心握着

　　而回忆越是甜就是越伤人了

　　越是在手心留下密密麻麻深深浅浅的刀割

　　你不是真正的快乐你的笑只是你穿的保护色

　　你决定不恨了也决定不爱了

　　把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳

　　这世界笑了于是你合群的一起笑了

　　当生存是规则不是你的选择

　　于是你含着眼泪飘飘荡荡跌跌撞撞的走着

　　你不是真正的快乐你的笑只是你穿的保护色

　　你决定不恨了也决定不爱了

　　把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳

　　你不是真正的快乐你的伤从不肯完全的愈合

　　我站在你左侧却像隔着银河

　　难道就真的抱着遗憾一直到老了然后才后悔着

　　你值得真正的快乐你应该脱下你穿的保护色

　　为什么失去了还要被惩罚呢

　　能不能就让悲伤全部结束在此刻重新开始活着

2008-11-03T00:54:00.002+08:00

李玖哲 - 不,完美

你常常说我很完美
没人能取代我给的一切
我就以为我努力更完美
我们就会永远

完美并不美我们多虚伪
你让我的好变成一种罪
完美并不美当你爱了谁
我的完美也只是不完美

後来你说我太完美
值得更好的陪在我身边
你不是我你怎么能体会
你有多么珍贵
我的完美成了罪

好久没上载歌词了，
我想因该有超过两年了吧，
还记得原先的我经常这么做
或许是时候找回原来的自己了。。。

2008-11-01T21:38:00.002+08:00

Tera 's 21st Birthday.... It was the first 21st birthday party i ever attended, it was emotional for her, but fun for us =x *now i got a better idea of how to plan yingz 21st bday, i even tot of a theme already =x*Thinking back.. 6yrs ago.. my bday i passed it ever so peacefully.. just like normal day. My dad asked me have i celebrated my 21st bday when i was already 22 or 23 =x Cant blame him, cos on my 21st i was lying in bed with high fever.. all thx to Mr Ho for transmitting his illness shamelessly b4 i book out of camp *yes i was still in camp that time ...* Seeing Tera having her family, bf, and many frens celebrating for her, i cant help but feel happy and envious of her at the same time. The gifts made the atmosphere even more heartwarming =)

As it was also halloween, we had to dress up "abnormally". I ended up looking like a eerie vampire... which i could not recognise from my own photo =x All thx to my enthusiatic make-up artists "double A", i even won the best-dressed male accolade *actually there wasan't lots of guys there... i counted 6.. which meant that i had a 16.66% chance to win* It was fun to see people you see so frequently dressing up abnormally, some became devils, some witches, some pirates, a shemale and even a mamasan =x

Maybe cos we were so noisy.. somebody threw eggs from dunno his/her hdb flat... i can understand if you are angry, but just tell us to lower down the volume. What if the egg landed and injure someone? *it actually landed a metre around us* Civic Singaporean....

Oh btw, i know she wont see this, but happy birthday to candy too anyway! *my classmate in my former jap class*
Looking forward to the nxt bday party of my "sis" abel .. which is on this coming sat ^^
(she is my sis cos of the story of cain and abel, which cain supposedly killed abel =x)

2008-10-25T22:17:00.003+08:00

Being able to drive is good, although i can only drive for these few weeks only.
Can sleep till later
Can reach home faster
And can reach home later without thinking of the exorbitant taxi charge =x

Caught the "Coffin"at midnight... yingz and me dun really like scaring ourselves silly but somehow she will be able to tempt me into watching it -.-" We watch it at midnight somemore.. was really contemplating whether to go in or just forget it and go home =x In the end it was a rather nice show with some meanings attached to it. Reminds me of a story i read in school.. the monkey's paw... Anyway, it is not very gruesome or horrifying, so just nice for me ^^ but not good for bian tai people who like to watch SAW...

We also spent time playing at the arcade at suntec. There are some really interesting games ^^ For example there is one which you can throw the balls at the screen to relief your stress!! so tired after playing that =x

As usual we were drawn to the ufo catchers.. i never caught a single toy before.. and it was about the 4th time i tried catching... any experts out there can enlighten me bout how to catch? Is it cos my physics too lousy? hahhaa

What stress can do...

2008-10-15T12:26:00.001+08:00

This is sooooo chan riet.... so people.. pls do not over over-stress =)

2008-10-12T21:07:00.002+08:00

First time of my life.... i actually.... saw someone being maked up in front of me !!!! =x
It was also yingz first and only make up lesson... sooooo interesting !
now i know why gals need to make up so long... yuan lai so mafan =x
But i cant help but being impressed with the magic at work.. with de mascara etc.

But eventually... i still think too much make up is not really pretty.
I still prefer the usual look ^^

Round Up

2008-10-04T13:31:00.003+08:00

Last week i went to watch F1 on friday. It was a free ticket Hahahaha =x
I never into F1 so i just go there for fun. Maybe it was the practice nite, i felt no excitment at all. I just feel that i might be deaf anytime.. even with ear plugs =x

Seeing cars flashing by really not my cup of tea. I was watching the giant screen most of the time =x

This morning i finally got to play a official 11-a-side soccer match. As we normally will challenge another team only every few mths, it was highly anticipated. Yingz being so lovely and nice agreed to wake up at 745 to accompany me to the match ^^ Jw also brought his doggie along so that the gals who came to lend support to their bfs wont be so bored =x I was glad that with the support of my lucky star, yingz i was able to score with a lob over the goalkeeper ^^ the match ended 2-0 with us keeping a clean sheet again, the opponent wasan't weak, with plenty of school team players and most of them much younger than us =x but our keeper only made 2 saves.. hahaha. Well done SG ^^Great feeling to score and also have yingz being able to be there to see me play. Since she brought me more motivation and luck, next few games if possible she will have to tag along too. Lalalala =x

Btw as usual i have to lament about my many assignments.. it is really driving me mad, as this mth will be the ultimate pressure cooker........

2008-09-22T00:48:00.002+08:00

Been long since i posted... 3days into my 10-day break, i think i better post something or else not many humans left to visit de site *sighz*

Furst of all i must declare that i will be going with yingz to JAPAN in december!!! and we already booked the tix although we decided only like one week ago, spontaneous hor =x
Looking forward for the places i studying in Japan history, which i still studying and also lokking forward to a true winter! We originally wanna go to hokkaido, but the temp is around -2 degrees... i think we will become ice sticks... therefore we chose to go to colder places progressively ^^ The trip expense will burn a hole in our pockets.. but considering that next time we will have less long breaks for travel.. we better make use of these breaks while we still can. This will force me to teach tuition from next sem onwards also.... hopefully.

It is now the 8th week of the semester liao.. thus it is really time to finish the assignments,,, hope i can accomplish what i set up to do ba!! 加油！！

Spurs played badly agAin..haiz...maybe 明天会更好... (heard this in the 百万大歌星, reminded of my childhood when we have to learn to sing this ^^)

轻轻敲醒沉睡的心灵
慢慢张开你的眼睛
看看忙碌的世界
是否依然孤独的转个不停
春风不解风情
吹动少年的心
让昨日脸上的泪痕
随记忆风干了

抬头寻找天空的翅膀
候鸟出现它的影迹
带来远处的饥荒
无情的战火依然存在的消息

玉山白雪飘零
燃烧少年的心
使真情溶化成音符
倾诉遥远的祝福
唱出你的热情

伸出你的双手
让我拥抱着你的梦
让我拥有你真心的面孔
让我们的笑容
充满着青春的骄傲
为明天献出虔诚的祈祷

谁能不顾自己的家园
抛开记忆中的童年
谁能忍心看那昨日的忧愁
带走我们的笑容

青春不解红尘
胭脂沾染了灰
让久违不见的泪水
滋润了你的面容

唱出你的热情
伸出你的双手
让我拥抱着你的梦
让我拥有你真心的面孔
让我们的笑容
充满着青春的骄傲
为明天献出虔诚的祈祷
轻轻敲醒沉睡的心灵
慢慢张开你的眼睛
看看忙碌的世界
是否依然孤独的转个不停
日出唤醒清晨
大地光彩重生
让和风拂出的音响
谱成生命的乐章
唱出你的热情
伸出你双手
让我拥抱着你的梦
让我拥有你真心的面孔
让我们的笑容
充满着青春的骄傲
让我们期待明天会更好

2008-09-06T22:52:00.002+08:00

Updates updates!!

I am so happy to experience the Singapore Flyer finally!!
All thanks to yingz *muackz*, IT IS ABSOLOUTELY FREE !!!
Teacher's day finally mean something again after all these years hahaha!
It was kind of cool to be up on the "top of the world" *as the commentary in the cabin had described* *sings top of the world* =x

I receive news that ryan, my ns buddy has also joined the service of teaching! It was totally, absoloutely, impossibly incredible... i would had give it a possibility of -1000% for him to enter the service from what i know of him... he told me that he wanna join cos it is only a matter of time he must learn to take care of kids, thus why not start earlier? hahaha, creative reply right. Anyway i hope that he can finally find his direction this time ^^

Today jiero told me he chatted with cindy on msn.... i really wonder wat kind of nonsense he said...? He is the king of rumour from what i know... so i cant expect anything good he will say about me based on the fact i know him for more than 10 years.... *pray*

Paul came for soccer today... soooo unexpected.... and lets hope he is the first one to tie the knot in our SG so that all 16 of us can be his brothers during the wedding hahah! must be so fun!!

Oh, and finally finished my assignments which is due next week!!! hahahahaha enjoy time till tomorrow, cos tomorrow i need to start on ANOTHER assignment liao!!! WooHoo!!!

2008-08-29T19:17:00.002+08:00

Please catch Wall-E, it is simply fantastic and creative!
It make us reflect and possibly be more conscious of the "bad" habits we have sometimes.
Go watch it. I dun wanna say too much and spoil de movie =x

the 24th of August this year, me and yingz celebrated our 30th mth together ^^
Sometimes time flies when you enjoying, hope that all my frens out there will share my joy and see the counter on my msn increase ^^

With the timetable i have now, i have less breaks, meaning less chance to meet people in school besides during lessons. I actually only met Elyse first time on the 4th week of school! And i could not recognise her initially =x *cos she dyed her hair.. so look diif...not my fault =x*

So fast 4th week le... times apparently also flies when u r busy -.-"

2008-08-24T21:41:00.001+08:00

Lessons started for 3 weeks le. Assignments have been weighing me down..
*this post is to indicate that i am i still alive =x*

2008-08-03T12:02:00.002+08:00

School is starting!!!!

Glad that this is mine best timetable in uni ever!!! only one 830 class, one free day on FRIDAY and no crazy long breaks !!!! WAHAHAH shiok! After holidaying mood for so long, i think hard to adjust back to school in a jiffy.. or even sleeping in MRT.. mus retrain =x

Yest yingz passed her Basic theory test!!! din waste her effort and my confidence in her ^^
And i finally got to go ktv after so many mths!!! once every few mths of ktv is good for health!!! not like some people act long time no sing when only sang 2 weeks ago.... -.-"

Maybe is old or we too tired.. yingz and me were totally brain-drained after the bout of settlers games.. even pictionary can be so draining.. or is it de kiap egg game...? Pictionary was esp. crappy cos we use our left hands to draw!!! for me, who have prob drawing an egg with my left hand.. how can i draw a wolf?! or even a donkey!? T.T

After watching people play the super swing *a new game beside reverse bungee* and enjoying the river breeze.. we decided to part with ravi n c... but yingz wanna go toilet. and hence we walk back to de shopping centre and somehow began to shop =x

2008-07-29T11:51:00.002+08:00

The practicum has finally concluded!!!
It was a chore waking up so early and observing classes .. esp if dat particular teacher is boring =x I learnt quite abit from the more experienced teachers though. The way they form rapport, the way they control. Reliefing classes became our duty also.. but i was glad doing it as this allow me to interact with the students and know what they really think ^^ I even went into a chinese lesson to relief... exciting when students ask you how to wirte some characters =x

Went to spa with yingz to celebrate our short term freedom ^^ Also watched the dark knight! it is fabulous... and i really mean it when i say it cos i alwis hated batman =x

But i have to hurt my leg at this time... after agreeing meeting mr c and his spouse =x so i think is they dai sai make me injured =x One mth no soccer for me.... sianz...

2008-07-14T14:29:00.002+08:00

My grandfather passed on on 9th July 2008.
Was feeling down because this is the first time someone in my family left..
But on the other hand, he had been fighting the personal war for 5yrs
and the daily ordeal had reduced him to bones ...
He left 2 days to short of my grandma's 36th death anniversary..
maybe he left earlier so he can travel there and celebrate with her =x

In christian belief, it is a day of celebration, since he will be released of the pain of mortal and be recalled to heaven to be with the God. The wake was quite peaceful without the sounds of the bells or priests' chanting. My main discontent is that we have to listen to the service everyday... i like the part when my uncles talk about the beliefs and story of my ah gong... but dread the preaching part... you know hor the pastor actually said that if you are 外帮 (outside sect? =x), when you die, you will get worried as you dunno where u end up. But christian will know they will end up in heaven so no worries....*this really bring discomfort to my ears...* I'm one who believe in hell and heaven, ghosts and spirits you see =x

Thru the chatting with the elderly relatives, we discovered many things that were unknown ... very drama... like my a gong met my a ma when he migrate to singapore to work, and cos of his hardworking, the boss introduce him to his daughter.. who become my a ma =x He also escaped the ordeal of the jap occupation as his dad passed away, as it was unauspicious, the japs also dun dare to touch him....

Me and my siblings stayed awake tru the night for 3 conscutive nights in order to protect the area... seriously in need of sleep now =x but i got so many paperwork to finish... hiaz...

2008-06-28T21:53:00.002+08:00

I'm back to XXXXX Secondary for practicum, so i rather busy recently. *my excuse for not blogging too much =x*

Last sunday, yingz joined me n my siblings to see the movie shaolin girl. I think is crap .. dun waste money =x But after that went to my bro's home to play Wii!!! IT is so super freaking fun =x My sis is already planning to buy one very soon hahaha!!!

School has started and in my 3rd day there, they had cross country.. wat super timing!! they also had water soccer, archery and a game call bossaball. Nowadays secondary school youth day cleebtration is certainly more fun den my era =x Kind of enjoyed the feeling of being in a classroom =x In addition i feel great when teachers do remember me despite i only been there a week last yr ^^ *yingz more shiok when students address her as teacher =x*

And today i just went to william house warming. Very nice and cosy place he has ^^ Having own home de feeling really very shiok ba haha. N coincidentally he n mike despite okanning to hold their banquet in diff yr, they chose the same hotel, same function room and even served by de same pretty coordinator there !! I guess is really fate!! hahahaa

2008-06-20T14:28:00.003+08:00

We went to the bird park recently. Honesty i dun really like birds, they somehow irritating =x But the birds in the park is simply awesome. The owls, vultures and even my fav penguins!! It is much nicer den i expected ^^ With this we also conquered all de three parks in a week =x Super tiring i must admit to walk in the hot sun, but all is worth it. Recommended for everyone.

Some pics...

She blend seamlessly into the background right? =x

The cup is full of living millworms!! Look at her expression =x

She is feeding the bird and the bird sometimes drop a few living millworms on her hand =x And I can hear scream every few sec =x

One of the colourful birds we found in the loft =)

We also went to watch Zohan. It is really hilarious... typically crapistic comedy hahaa.

And after weeks n mths of waiting i finally got the toy figure for yingz ^^ She fell in love with the game, disgaea becos i keep telling her bout it =x The toy is of the female lead chracter, flonne and it is a very rare piece and the seller had to get married when i contacted her... so i have to wait till after her honeymoon to get it from her =x

Cute? ^^

2008-06-14T17:46:00.000+08:00

Saw the Kungfu Panda with yingz few days back. It was simply hilarious!! Highly recommended if you want a relaxation at the movies. We also finally went to the zoo. It was supposed to be my birthday present, but due to the amount of work in school, we had to postponed until now. We got the Park Hopper tickets as they were at a special rate. $40 to go to Zoo, Night Safari and Birdpark. Really worth it. As singaporean we shuld at least know wats in our zoo riet? =x

The Zoo seemed to be so different from my memories though. The large cool container for penguins has since been reduced into a small area with only a few penguins... Furthermore only the lioness is around. Yah, only one. While de males are all at the night safari... they must be so lonely -.-" My fav is the white tigers. They are so so beautiful yet majestic!! *Maybe cos of my darling's love for the big cats i got the virus* I just love the tigers!! They even like to do the cat walk.. from one location to another location and walk back REPEATEDLY. There are no tigers in Africa..only lions.. i alwis tot they got both =x

We also went to feed the giraffe. Its tongue is amazingly long... just like those female ghost you see in the movies =x

I think the zoo and night safari generates lots of surprises and curiosity for everyone. There are animals called fishing cat, lesser mousedeer, leopard cat, pig deer and even barking deer... This is so amazing isn't it? haha.

Pictures is with yingz, so prob i will update some pictures later... prob.. =x

Personally i really enjoyed the trip. Pls go to the Zoo if u have no place to go or you have not been there for a long time =x *the last time i went, there is no such thing called a safari*

2008-06-10T23:10:00.003+08:00

Yingz complained to me my blog too sad.. and she suggested:

*ж yiNg yiNGz ж* WOO HOO SINGAPORE manage to score 3 goals, i am proud to be there supporting them! Oleh oleh olEh ~ says:
han han blog so sad now

*ж yiNg yiNGz ж* WOO HOO SINGAPORE manage to score 3 goals, i am proud to be there supporting them! Oleh oleh olEh ~ says:
go make it happier

*ж yiNg yiNGz ж* WOO HOO SINGAPORE manage to score 3 goals, i am proud to be there supporting them! Oleh oleh olEh ~ says:
put ying ying smiling faCe =X *NO PROB.. look below =x*

*ж yiNg yiNGz ж* WOO HOO SINGAPORE manage to score 3 goals, i am proud to be there supporting them! Oleh oleh olEh ~ says:
put han han naked body ? * This i cant, nobody wanna see anyway riet =x*

*ж yiNg yiNGz ж* WOO HOO SINGAPORE manage to score 3 goals, i am proud to be there supporting them! Oleh oleh olEh ~ says:
said a loud, how han han lovE mao mao =X

I LOVE MY DARLING MAO MAO LOTS AND LOTS ^^
*shy*

2008-06-08T22:10:00.001+08:00

Sorry Seems To Be The Hardest Word

What have I got to do to make you love me
What have I got to do to make you care
What do I do when lightning strikes me
And I wake to find that you're not there

What do I do to make you want me
What have I got to do to be heard
What do I say when it's all over
And sorry seems to be the hardest word

It's sad, so sad
It's a sad, sad situation
And it's getting more and more absurd
It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word

What do I do to make you love me
What have I got to do to be heard
What do I do when lightning strikes me
What have I got to do
What have I got to do
When sorry seems to be the hardest word

Video...

2008-06-03T11:22:00.003+08:00

Now for my third and final installment of Taiwan photos ^^

In their "MRT" excitedly ^^

The legendary Ximending.. We live there for a few days, and saw Vic Zhou (Zhou yumin) on our last day there haha...*why nt saw s.h.e T.T*

Their ice-creams, could not remember de flavour though.. one of it is like vitagen =x

Super potato chips.. The whole thing is actually one whole piece

Love Pier at Kaoshiung

On the train, with darling caught eating =x

Look at the BLUE sea, it is so fascinating!

Jumping in a photo can be really funny!!

At the sun moon lake, it is really a picturesque place ^^

The museum also known as 故宫

2008-05-28T16:12:00.004+08:00

Long awaited Food from Taiwan!!!!

These special prawns can climb over hills and most importantly super delicious =x

Their 铁路饭盒 ^^ *super ex version =x* more then 10 bucks sing =x

This egg thingy was our first breakfast there.. simply heavenly!!!

Our very economic n delicious food!!! this is de 鲁味 they eat

No no, they are nt what u think.. they are chocs.. but i dun dare to eat.. disgusting when tot of it =x

This is de grass like veggie.. super super nice!!

De guo tie.. they sell one by one de so u can estimate how many u wanna eat

2008-05-19T01:51:00.002+08:00

Picture speaks a thousand words =x

Their "MRT card".. so nice rite!! *my hand too =x*

This is de beautiful blue beach at kenting.

This is a spa area, but this pool is very fun. It has this fish therapy. The fish will kiss u and it will be so itchy !!! Supposedly help circulation, but frankly even if it does not help to circulate i will stay there for hrs =x

Sun-rise at Alisan!!! super nice at a cost of a nite sleep =x hard to imagine b4 that we were watching fireflies....

Super long ice-cream.. too bad the original one at Danshui is closed.. so nmo choice but to settle with this fake =x

2008-05-14T18:47:00.002+08:00

So quiet in my blog now.. seems to be my retribution for being too lazy to blog.. haiz.
Anyway, i got all the taiwan photos le.. but simply feeling to lazy to browse and group 200o odd photos... =x

Got to watch the dance of the dragon due to yingz request.. er it is about wat i expected.. really slow and fann wong is also nt my fav.. i prefer fiona =x Also watched iron man after that cos we are too lazy to walk so staying in a cosy cinema chair seems to be a great idea haha. Iron men had received rave reviews even from people whom rarely rate a movie as good, true enuff its real good this time. Way beyond my imagination... As i seriously dislike the idea of over-reliance on superhero like Superman or Batman or something divine, Iron man is something diff., sort of anti-hero, not the usual goody bespectacled kind natured heroes. After the movie yingz and i were so hungry that we need some food... cheeseburger =x *due to the movie*

Nowadays i replaying romance of the three kingdom 11, as the fever of sanguo hit my room... I also reading the story of sanguo *somewhat painfully cos is in chim chim chinese...* while my bro playing san guo qun ying zhuan. And of cos i cant wait for 赤壁 the movie to screen ^^ Takaeshi Kaneshiro as Zhuge Liang ~

2008-05-08T12:52:00.003+08:00

I'm back from Taiwan!!!

The trip was really fun and interesting. Besides eating all de many delicious food, we also went to watch fireflies!!! So beautiful!! (despite the driver driving like he is in initial D making countless turns to make me nauseous) We also watched the sun-rise at Alisan, which is simply marvelous!!

We really had a free and easy trip cos we plan always at the last minute.. and was lucky enuff to see many things which were unplanned.. such as finding the yummiest food and beautiful places... we even saw Vic Zhou and some of the stars making a movie.. but got one guy whom we all cant recognize is who is so much suaver!! de female lead is also an unknown =x... tang yu zhe.. supposedly very famous (except to me) is also around i guess cos i spotted his fans carrying his boards ...

Too lazy to blog out everything now.. and anyway photos are not with me.. thus i shall continue next time, Ciao~

Added... (still lazy to transfer photo =x)

my darling became well-known for her auto roaming mode
me for eating chicken chops =x
my elder bro for finding food every few mins...
my sis-in-law for being our tour guide =x
my elder sis for buying shoes + books
my younger bro for saying this is so "山"..since is 山猪 surely is shan? =x

End of Exam... Taiwan here i come ^^

2008-04-29T11:57:00.002+08:00

It has been a few days since my last paper...Hope my exam results will be good this time !!! Hope yingz and everyone around me also did well ^^
Been busy enjoying myself these few days meeting yingz, frens and indulging in games ^^

Will be going to taiwan in 25hrs... Hope everything will be enjoyable and hope it dun rain or be so bloody hot like singapore.. the heat these few days is burning me alive....

Last but not least i want my XXL Chicken Chop!!!

2008-04-21T21:07:00.002+08:00

I love playing bejeweled... been playing it whenever i bored or feel overly stressed. I played 4-5 hrs straight b4 =x Yest i saw a interesting news... apparently this guy knowing that his gf love to play bejeweled too... he actually created the game from scratch and port it into the nintendo ds since the ds do not have this game... (meaning he did de entire CODE!!! being a major in progamming, i can ensure it is really hard to program .... i tried to figure out... but failed miserably T.T) Actually the game is for his wedding proposal. When the gal play to a certain score.. an animation of a ring will appear!!! Cool riet ~ U can see read his blog here... he is indeed a geek =x

I once visioned to be a game programmer.. but i just not up to it. And my confidence when a 12 yr old actually figured how to program a brick game from scratch... after so many yrs of learning i still cant get anywhere near... looking at de things i done ... i wonder how i did it? =x
Part of an example =x

void CAssignment2View::OnDraw(CDC* pDC)
{
CAssignment2Doc* pDoc = GetDocument();
ASSERT_VALID(pDoc);

// Get the system time, in milliseconds.
m_ElapsedTime = ::timeGetTime(); // get current time

::glClear( GL_COLOR_BUFFER_BIT | GL_DEPTH_BUFFER_BIT );

glPushMatrix();
pDoc->Sceneone->UpdateScene();
pDoc->Sceneone->RenderScene();

//draw 'score'
CFont font1,font2, *old;
font1.CreatePointFont(100,"Arial Black",pDC); //change the font type and size
old = (CFont *) pDC->SelectObject(&font1);
CString text1("Score:");
pDC->SetBkMode(TRANSPARENT);
pDC->SetTextColor(RGB(255,255,255));
pDC->TextOut(0,5,text1,strlen(text1));

itoa(pDoc->thescore,buffer,10);
pDC->TextOut(50,5,buffer);

glPopMatrix();
// Tell OpenGL to flush its pipeline
::glFinish();

// Now Swap the buffers
::SwapBuffers( pDC->GetSafeHdc() );

PostRenderScene();

m_previousElapsedTime = m_ElapsedTime;
}

Apparently it is part of my game where i used it to update de score... but dun ask me how hahaha.

2008-04-11T21:43:00.002+08:00

5 more days to exam... therefore this prob will be final post until my exam conclude... currently struggling in heaps of notes T.T

Past 2 weeks me n yingz had resumed our usual habit of movie going.. just last week, we watched de long awaited movie.. three kingdom!! It was one a story SUPPOSEDLY based on one of my fav character Zhao Yun... (My fav is Ma Chao.. who is relatively unknown to most people....) anyway it was supposedly ...cos de story in this move was totally crap ... zhuge liang was advisor when zhao yun was a small soldier? in fact he had oredi been a famous general for many yrs when zhuge liang became the shu adviser... furthermore de part where he saved liu chan was de classic moment of his career and wife of liu bei jumped into de well to ensure de safety of her child..an act of mother love... but it became crap too... no sign of it at all.. sighz.. worst of all zhao yun nvr died in battle... and unlike de movie where he was single.. he actually had 2 sons....
The cast also very bad... maggie Q as granddaughter of cao cao.... so cao cao is a Caucasians? and vaness wu is casted as guan xing... son of guan yu.... he look more like some sick scholar.... i am terribly disappointed .... hope de other movie of chi bi by tony leung will be more authentic...

This week we watched Rule number 1... cos of... yingz craziness of fiona xie and shawn yue... We dun are nvr supporters of horror movie.. thus de cast were our main motive =x I think it is rather nice .. as in de concept. but some parts really perverse... i seriously dun like to scare myself cos i do believe in de existence of spirits. but i certainly nt interested in proving their existence =x dun always only see things from the surface.....

Those studying exam now... pls gambatte!! may de As fall down like de rain that we have day after day =x

Ice cream...

2008-04-03T15:58:00.002+08:00

I been ice-cream-hungry these few weeks.. maybe its de weather or de lack of it at home *cos usually we have ice cream in de fridge =x* There is this ice cream paddler just outside the Aljunied MRT station which i normally alights... i been tempted to buy many many times, and finally i did today. I'm glad that i done it ^^ In truth, the paddler, an old man, is actually hearing-impaired and he still make a honest living by waiting under the sweltering sun to provide people with ice-creams. So besides enjoying the indulgence, i also doing a good deed ^^

And i also realized he was even interviewed and his interview was published on the papers... and even a bigger whoa factor is... he actually took a photo with Fiona Xie!!! Yingz love her so much.. so do I *at least on screen, cos her real-life heavy make-up scared me once =x* And yingz love ice-cream too, esp when she sick.. cos it acts as a miraculous medicine for her .... ^^

On the other hand, i also remembered cindy's unique predicament on monday.. she ate 4 cornettos in 2 days.. and ended up sick ... truly... one's medicine can be someone else's poison =x Coincidentally, she was looking at the 8 days who has Fiona as the cover.... sooooo coincidence lo... all linked back haha

Btw it also started to drizzle when i was eating the ice-cream.. and i suddenly remember the shiok feeling that i had when i was eating ice-cream in Genting a few mths back !!! hahaha.. but when i finished eating..in a hurry that is... de drizzle stopped and de sun came out -.-"

日本物品上貼的禁止使用爆笑圖

2008-03-29T13:15:00.003+08:00

This is soooo funny and creative riet =x

I took these from this website , they still have some more ^^

2008-03-25T21:22:00.003+08:00

Thank You, everyone who remembered that today is my birthday ^^
Really thanks, make me feel special and popular at least for today haha =x
People like

Kahbini, who came first when she sms me at 1203am... n her daughter bday a few days diff only
Abelyn, who congratulated me twice, in sms n in person haha
Sebrina, who confessed she remembered my bday cos of face book ^^
Xuemin, who was with sebrina and also congragulated me as well
Suraiya, who congragulated me and also how 'young' i was =x
Sijia, who called me kainy kain -.-" and wished my wishes can come true
Zakiah, who wished me happy burfdae.. a year older , a yr wiser ^^
Tera, who accompanied to meet lecturer for consultation on my bday..
Wanyi, who was shocked to see me in school
Ignatius, who came over when i sitting on de bench outside de toilet
Terrence, who walk passed me and wished me when i was telling yingz, how incredible like all my history classmates remembered..
Cindy, who wished me with her trademark sweet smile
Kelynn, who wrote on my wall in face book
Alen, who told me about some philosophy he came out with...
Ivan, who was sick but still remembered to wish me
Melvyn, who told me to enjoy the rest of the day ^^
Junwei, who msn me to wish me just after 12 ^^
Hao, who msn me to wish me after i just eaten my cake =x
Shay, who gave me a growing flower in facebook
Ryan, my ns buddy and my mj mentor haha
Clara, who still remembered after so many yrs... lucky she remembered..or else.. haha
Caley, who wrote a testimonial for me... even though we din meet so such a long time alghough we known each other for 13 yrs... haha

And of cos my darling yiNGz for preparing a special celebration haha *details of the celebration will NOT be divulged..secret* ^^
And also my family for buying a choc cake ^^ *i refuse to put on de candles =x*

Frankly being 26 is not much different from 25.. cos i still mid 20s *emphasizing that it is nt LATE 20s... *

Pictures speaks a thousand words ^^

2008-03-15T00:00:00.004+08:00

Sorry people, i know i din blog for eons.. been really squeezed for time...

This is de 民革餐厅 i talked about previously.. de guy and the lady both sang very well. The lady even remembered us when we went there for the second time, remembered de songs we dedicated (which is too hard they dunno how to sing =x) and even where we sat =x

Mediacorp.... after searching it high and low!!!

In de impresario, they have this system whereby u can send n chat.. so being bo liao i tried =x saying hello to ying yingz whom is beside me =p *she excitedly took this photo herself =x*

We went to the museum to see the sculptures from the lourve collection. It is simply magnificent!! Although the original ones were done by the Greeks themselves, as it was made by bronze, they were melted to make other bronze items.. like weapons..instead ..hiaz. This is the lion sculpture which got yingz so excited haha.

She is Venus, Aphrodite.. de God of Beauty.. de apple she hold in her hand is her trademark.

He is Mars, Ares, God of War... When Mars n venus together.. they get.....

CUPID!!! hahaha. Din know cupid really got father and mother.. =x
In my search of their names on de net.. i realised Hebe also a god in Greek Mythology!!!
Hebe, the goddess of Youth; the daughter of Zeus and Hera; the wife of Herakles (Heracles).
Hebe is really a cool name!!! *bet Mr C will apply hands up too!!*

Yingz wanna be a goddess too, so i just drape the cloth over it =x There are actually 3 ways to use the cloth.. but this is de only way i can apprehend from the instructions...
Leaving memories.... Before this, we tried to ask the security to help us take a photo. Because we were standing in front of the Ares poster... plus the security guard somehow wanna focus half body... we ended up standing beside the giant genitals of Ares -.-" Super super disgusting... de manhood is bigger den my head... and that is de only thing he capture from the poster of Ares... so in de end we decide to find another kind person and take with venus and her apple instead =x
This is my artwork.. they are all magnetic utensils.. i made a face with it.. but when u look at the shadow, do you see another face? haha. Museum is fun!!! Tomorrow is last day i think for the Greek.. so pls catch it if u can ^^

2008-03-02T23:47:00.002+08:00

The recess week is gone!!! In a flash!! Beside monday project meeting and fri + sat going out, i stayed home... BUT still finish so little things only...hiaz ~ *blaming the bed for tempting me too much*

On fri after our salsa class (second last lesson le), we went to the 民歌餐厅 in marina sq... the singers there were exceptionally good, i was so impressed by one of the guy singer, his rendition of 戒不掉 was simply marvelous. We also sabo another guy unintentionally by dedicating 气球... in the end he sang till one piece one piece... i think it is so embarrassing for him =x The atmosphere there was great, but the drinks abit ex. So for people who wanna go there, which i recommend u should, pls be prepared to pay a little more if you wanna drink ^^

Then saturday, after the bruising in house testimonial match for pj (which i hurt my left thumb yet again...), i rest at home for awhile b4 going to Mediacorp for impresario.

The &%^*% streetdiretory recommended me to take bus from braddel mrt and walk a "little".. in the end we have to cross hills...and spend almost 30 mins to get there....when i remembered last time i took bus from toa payoh n reached there in no time -.-" STUPID directory!

However after the enforced workout, a great show awaits us. N to my surprise.. like last yr, i saw my classmate on stage!! She danced very well! but too bad the other team was even better... somehow i have a better perception of her after her performance... haha. The vocalists and bands were also exceptional, but too bad beatbox was nt included this time in the finals. One of the original composition, de words are soooo chim until i dunno wat it singing!! but it sounds very 优雅 and cultured.. n it won best lyrics ^^

Suddenly felt like singing songs..but knowing my singing sux... i even considered learning singing since my dance lessons finishing soon. Yingz most likely wont join me for singing to to her phobia of the *evil* mic =x Thus i wuld prob learn alone... which requires an abundance of enthu and courage. Lets see how ba haha!! I was in choir too last time..but de voice break, break till so jialat.. hiaz~ *lamenting non stop* =x

2008-02-26T11:39:00.004+08:00

24th Feb 2008... Our 2yr anniversary ^^

We arranged to meet up and watch the Leap Years at the place which we had our first date... Tampines Mall ^^ At that time she was sick and having running nose, thus it also became most memorable when i have to scramble to buy a whole roll of tissues cos beside is watsons and i din know they sell one packet de.. so bought the entire row =x So the anniversary present also include a tissue packet =x The movie is nice ~ Esp the songs... it can really move hearts...As below =x

After that, i brought her to marina bay.. she was so nervous.. cos i din tell her where we would be going =x So she had to come wif me to marina bay, board a tour bus *which had only me n her as passenger*, then to the harbour... The harbour was scenic and relatively not crowded as i imagined. Very nice atmosphers to exchange our gifts ^^ Her gift to me was a pair of watches from sovil titus.. my fav brand =x While i made her a scrapbook which make her laugh on every page =x Took me so much time to think of lame ideas to write based on the photos haha

In the boat now... The buffet included cakes!!! Ate to my full =x The weather was really good and for the first time i saw de singapore flyer on a boat.... and even fireworks from the music fountain in Sentosa ^^

The video i shot to see de *scenery* ~

2008-02-16T17:03:00.002+08:00

From the pictures, pls construct the storyline for my vday if u can =x

After a grueling day of lessons, we started the celebrations proper at around 4 plus.
When we reach stadium waterfront.. it was just nice. Soooo beautiful ^^ Den we watched the movie PS I. LOVE YOU.

It was a package, at first i told yingz in a heck care tone that we seeing at Leisure Park. she tot i chose there cos it was nearest to my home =x Hehehe, the real truth is a bear and a rose will be presented to her b4 entering de theater ^^ The show was incredibly nice. Romantic n touching. But we din expect a couple of two guys beside us... sharing pop corn. Watching a love movie on vday ..n 2 people.. maybe they are.. oops? =x

*I even won 3 times vs yingz on the Mario Kart wahaha*

We had KFC for dinner along de 'river'.. romantic riet ^^

On fri we had our usual salsa lesson. Now we moving on to Cuban style.. more complicated but also more fun ^^ i struggle abit, cos guys need to lead.. many things to remember .... The shokudo at raffles city is nice too, according to my sis it was on de newspaper few days back due to its good food.

Today had a relaxing day after our team won 5-0, no mood to study =x this is our first math after so many years. *Sleepy*

2008-02-11T21:34:00.000+08:00

Hope everyone had a nice break during the festive season ^^
Though i had to toll tru de e learnings, but i must say that i really rest (nap) alot =x
B4 Cny, went to watch the movie Kite Runner.. it is a awfully nice story ^^ *although the movie ok nia according to yingz =x* I recommended this book for long ago.. if u all remembered ^^ Hope his new book a thousand splendid suns would be made into a movie too *anticipating*

Eve's dinner was really nice n full-filling... long time since we had good food for eve ^^ and as usual our movie outing, but this yr was SPECIAL. Simply cos its de first time my parents joined us... first every in my 25 yrs as their son =x coincidentally it was also their first time in a theater after 20 odd yrs.... We watched CJ7... it was rather nice but short of the usual standards by stephen chow. We watched it at filmgarde... de new cinema that so many people nvr heard b4 haha. good thing is.. last min still have good seats =x After that is mahjong as usual wif siblings.. i won as usual and din get back de money as usual... as expected haha

In the past i had to rush from place to place to bai nian.. but in recent yrs.. we can just slack at home till dinner time =x i brought yingz to meet my relatives...*my mum has 8 siblings.. plus their partner and children =x* The spirit of CNY is really gd.. cos we rarely have this kind of large scale gathering unless new yr ^^ Seeing the elders playing black jack, kids playing games.. including bridge !!! additionally eating de rou gan, pizza and taking hongbao ^^

Second day of CNY is reserved for my bros from dunman.more den 10 yrs of friendship ~ But i have to evacuate wif yingz for our own safety b4 they got drunk =x

Remember ... one rou gan a day keep de doctor away... *i think i posted this a yr ago too =x*

Weekend in Review

2008-02-03T16:55:00.000+08:00

Started my fri on a down... cos i still have not recovered form this irritating bout of cold. Been taking my medicine religiously but still no signs of recovery... Hiaz ~
Fri nite as usual me n yingz went for our salsa lessons and we made great improvements ^^ maybe cos we asked not to change partners.. cos changing partners sometimes makes learning slower as u have to keep adapting to diff people style. *actually another reason is... some gals are too tall for me.. i cant turn them around properly T.T*

Saturday is a busy day for me... woke at 630 am to help out at my mum's stall despite carrying still suffering from de symptoms of cold... as usual, my younger bro is tot to be my older bro.... even though i actually older than him by 4 yrs old!!! Wahaha. Someone even tot he is my eldest brother... who is 31 now le... must be sad for him =x

One of the customer turns out to be one of our former pri teacher!!! *since all 3 of my siblings studying same school as mine, she prob know all of us* she can accurately say my sis name when she recognised my bro... which means she taught her and still remembered for almost 20yrs ....
but somehow i dun seem to remember her though =x

My parents must had a terrible time bring de four of us up.... for more den 30 yrs they been tolling at the market... hope we can finally make her retire and enjoy de relaxing life she deserved soon...

Den after resting 30 mins.. i went to play soccer.. it was really a torture. De running nose made me feel uncomfortable all the while...haiz...

After dat is ktv wif de 'blackies', long time since i sang wif them.. and i actually oredi lost my the voice, the previous nite... thus i only can sing 'like killing chicken'... Sianz. Cannot sing to my heart content lo... it was still very fun though, listening to them sing.

classic moment is when ravi sings jay's ba wo hui lai le... this song supposed to be a bit wif anger and attitude... but she raps like a chinese teacher teaching -.-" impossible nt to luff!!!

we also played the theme game. in the end mostly is amoro cannot sing... he must be thinking why are we all ganging up against him =x

hiaz.. i still haven recovered... cny coming...wat is CNY if de goodies and bak kwa i can only see but cant eat T.T

Tribute To Keeptouch Community

2008-01-22T22:49:00.000+08:00

I was once a regular forumner in that community, as it was able to let me let off my gas when i was angry and also a place to seek for advices. But now i feel like a total stranger in there. There are hardly people i know... no more those fun people that attracted me to the forum. I was simply obsessed dat time... spending almost everyday inside.. in the virtual world. but in the supposedly virtual world.. i found many great frens.... and also my darling *blush*

-sunshine100-
the gal who was so interested in my funny experience bout a crush on a gal long time ago =x She is also de gal who is in nie at that time.. and refuses to sing song no matter how hard i try to coax her in de ktv... go ktv to take photos and hear people sing cos she afraid of breaking de glass according to her =x she was only 17 dat time =x ... now she is my lovely.. . the indispensable part of my life everyday ^^

-forever-urs-
my twinnie!!! we have so many similar tots and we are both aries... she can be counted as one of my matchmakers while i am also hers =x The gal who alwis has jingbao news to share =x Sings very well ~ *now i dunno, too long din sing together liao =x* Gao bai to current bf tru a lame farmer story...

-cesch-
the hebe fanatic.. though he is a guy.. he can sing gals part really well -.- *He is also de reason i dun sing JJ songs... cos i know i can nvr reach his standards ...hiaz* He also allegedly touch someone chest =x He is also the one i had mass conversation tru phone b4... and we had to join force to stop someone to 'commit suicide'... terrible exp =x

-p-
Notorious.... cesch said she looked like zhou hui min.... i think his is the lone sole who thinks so... very friendly and enthusiastic.... =x

-amoro-
a very nice guy.. but was trapped by a gal's charm.... yest was his bday. loves to sing super duper sad songs....

-beckhamham-
a petite gal wif very chim thinking... very good wif words and know wat she wants... now saving money to get married if i nt wrong =x

-bwbt-
he was really a nice guy, he is the first friend i got from this community. He is also de only person who sang de full song 'wu jian dao' wif me... i think he is really good in singing, one of the best i know of.

-keropi-
the gal who is really pretty, and looks so young!!! but she is also my ah zor.. cos she was de one who organised the outing which i got to know yingz =x i show her double respect =x

-atraxy-
though i only seen her once... but she is de only gal i know who only sings guys songs and prepared a must-sing list beforehand .... she dun wanna miss a thing =x

2008-01-19T17:23:00.000+08:00

Woohoo, it seems that i din update for quite some time =x
Studies as usual has been pilling up the pressure in me.. imagine its only week 2 but bernard has oredi prepared for his essay... *stressed* On the other hand, i'm glad that one of the presentation was completed without much hiccups.

The Jap lessons i had made my schedule less mundane, something special to look forward to. After my class in NTU, i tot i hae 1.5hrs break why nt go and donate blood since its nearby... BUT de person tell me de entire thing will take 1.5 hrs... -.- Want to be kind also so hard... hiaz..

Yingz and me has also started our salsa lessons. We were so nervous about this and her hand was sooooooo cold =x Initially i tot i might be uncomfortable to see yingz holding hands with another guy... but i realize i think too much le.. cos when u dancing u dun reall could care bout de contact.. besides, i was counting de steps when i dancing.. not my chance to peek over her side =x *we will freq exchange dancing partners for this dance* When we finally got chance to dance together... it was de best feeling. Especially i hurt my arm and had to turn de gals who were taller den me T.T

As usual soccer again today... somehow de atmosphere wasn't quite right today and relatively less high tempo.....

Back to study again... ciao ~

2008-01-11T18:17:00.000+08:00

It has been one week since school started. I think many one still need time to re-adapt to the mundane school life. But well, we got no choice although it is our choice to become student teacher. The choice seems to has become from the ability to choose to a resignation of fate for the time being...

For me, although i still struggling to keep awake for the later lectures, i am quite relieved that my lessons do not end too late. And a miracle has happened. Although yingz kept encouraging me, i was kind of despondent bout losing out on de Jap lessons due to no reply. Den tada~ I was accepted when i least expected ^^
Thx my darling for the encouragement ^^

Now my lessons are much better spread out and no more long breaks!!!! In addition, as my Jap is in the South spine of NTU, i was able to walk a long way... it was somewhat refreshing. Seeing people u nvr seen b4 and also diff buildings rather den de boring blocks in NIE =x

My modules this sem is very philosophical... first lesson for english is bout what is 'language'.. while my history lesson is about what is 'history' -.-"
I seriously scared that during exam i might write de one for english in my history paper =x

Tomolo is sat again. time to be suntanned and injured =x

2008-01-06T11:58:00.000+08:00

School is starting in less than 24hrs.... *nervous*
I still waiting for the confirmation for my Japanese Language as my General Elective.. with one more week left.. its almost impossible le T.T Thus i have to stick to Vocal Training.. dunno wats dat but heard is useful since we need to use our vocals for long periods next time. But the saddest thing is.. i will have two 4hrs break.. and a 5hrs break in a week T.T

On friday me and yingz went to register for a salsa course =x *finally we are dancing ^^* at first it was really intimidating with the students looking so pro and dancing elegantly... We still decided to enrol nonetheless. Soon we shall dance elegantly!!! We also watched the korean movie about cooking. Quite nice, i was so hungry after watching and cooked even its almost 3am =x Qns: What is the criteria to make a dish that ur customers will surely love?

Yest after the usual soccer gathering we went to sing ktv. *i forgot my hp and made yingz worried =x* It is the most stressed ktv i had ever.... cos we have to sing in themes. For example, pretty female singer below 30... in the end like only a few pass these criteria...and last min have to change songs. if de person choose same song as u.. den u have to change last min... within 5 mins. We even have rapping and dancing theme. *i almost have to sing lao shu ai da mi techno version T.T*

2008-01-01T14:32:00.000+08:00

Happy 2008 ^^

The last hrs of 2007 was spent at kembangan in a ulu zi cha shop. As usual with our 10+ yrs of friendship, the stories and crapping were non-stopping. Glad to have shay, pj, jason, hao, d, and ron to spend de rest of 2007. We ended up counting down at the coffee bean at ecp. The atmosphere there was really good as it was just beside a pub thumping music such as the final countdown.

1st Jan 2008 was also ron's mid-twenty celebration *among them i oldest and earliest to become 'late' twenties T.T* After wishing happy new year, we sang happy birthday haha!! So many people sang with us!! But some 'genius' spray foam up in de air and despite our frantic protection of the cake with our bodies, we still kanna -.-"

We were to say out 2 of our own resolutions. The hottest resolution is to have six pecs ... =x While i wish that the people around me and myself to be happy. Most importantly i hope to make yingz even much more xingfu then in 2007 *blush*

2007-12-31T16:30:00.000+08:00

2007 has been a splendid year for me personally. I managed to strive and meet most of my targets I set. Hope 2008 would be even better =x Yingz is still in malaysia napping now... after the 'tiring' catching of fishes and 放生-ing them =x It is a good deed i told her.. *especially when she is a CAT =x* Thus this year i shall spend the remainder of 2007 by playing kingdom hearts 2. IT is soooo addictive and fun. At night wuld be the small gathering and makaning session with my mates of more den 10 yrs. And especially to those out there who is looking at my blog.. thank you for your support for my humble blog these years, hope you have a blessed and fulfilling 2008 too ^^

2007-12-28T22:06:00.000+08:00

Yest yingz came to my home again.. the 3rd time in 2 weeks ^^ We watch a china drama about shui hu zhuan. It is sooooo boring by first episode i wanna sleep =x *but more tolerance still better den her =x* After that we watched Queen Eliazebeth.. dunno wat show also but still watched cos got free tix and it is like the only ok movie we havent watched =x I wanted to watch national treasure.. but alas, she watched wif her frens le... and golden compass ceased showing also -.-
However, it was still an okay show, with dresses and effects. The story help me to learn more bout european history : the module i gonna take next sem. In addition it was also our many times at vivo for these 2 weeks =x Cos we watched movie there too on de eve =x

Had japanese barbecue for dinner. The restaurant provide a nice sea view but reeks of chao ta smell... When i was helping yingz to push her chair while she was sitiing *i make the effort cos 'many' gals had complained that guys in sg dun do this...* den de waitress burst out laughing!!! I dunno why she laugh also... cos she finally see a gentleman? or she tot i'm crazy...?

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Today i also attended my army's buddy ROM. I tot i wont feel much but i was wrong. Like mike, i was touched. unlike my other frens wedding, william is one of my best buddy. Thinking back of how he asked me for advice to woo her and his complaints bout her when they together, i feel a close bond with this couple. (we even played mahjong together =x)

The solemniser befor pronouncing them husband n wife preached bout how to save money and use money. How much to save for this n that, just like a financial planner a.k.a insurance agent =x We were thinking if he is doing part time =x

It was a happy occasion and i genuinely hope that they will be blissful for a long long long time ^^ Next i will be looking forward to mike's and my bro customary wedding ^^

2007-12-26T14:58:00.000+08:00

Snowy Xmas !!! *the lead in de photo is our hats and snow =x*

This yr theme i wanted to be 浪漫二人世界 (nt going to a barbecue wif many people =x)
First my darling was late again =x but for a very gd reason.. for my best xmas gift ^^ As i was unable to think of wat i want.. she had to think of a gift herself ^^ She was so sweet in waking up early to design a 'project proposal' *it is just like de way she hand in her assignments =x* She came up with 54 reasons on why she love me *blush* SO SWEET HOR wahahahah!!!!

After dat is my turn le... i have to cook for her. I bought a turkey pizza and put it in a oven =x must eat turkey ma haha. Due to de missing of my fav pan in my hse.. i did badly for my egg T.T luckily my hotdogs and nuggets was still edible =x My cooking skills was real bad cos my era we dun have home econs for guys T.T

My original idea of taking cable car to mt faber was foiled as the cable cars were all booked T.T So after we watched ia ma legend, a show which entails love and hope, we took a taxi up to mt faber. It was sooooo beautiful. The xmas tree was really huge and beautiful... From on top besides seeing the beautiful scenary we also realised that there is a merlion at my faber, so stunning =x When we played with the sparkles, people got scared when they see de smoke =x
So we had our count down privately and later got into the snowing area to celebrate wif the people ^^ It was a romantic night even when we have to walk down mt faber ^^ so cooling!!!

2007-12-23T12:05:00.000+08:00

Merry Xmas to everybody in advance ^^
To celebrate the coming of the white Christmas, yingz and i went to the newly opened ice skating world in leisure park and had our first time in ice skating!!! It was relatively easy if you can rollerblade abit, as we felt that there is not much difference in the techniques involved. We managed to skate round many times without falling a single time hahaha. But the air is so cooling and enjoyable compared to rollerblading in a hot afternoon at ECP. Nevertheless, rollerblading still offers better scenery and exercise ~

Yest we also attended our first wedding together. Her teacher got married in a church, a unique experience indeed. But i still prefer the Chinese customary type with their yum seng =x Their buffet reception remarkably has a roti prata chef who can do ur customised prata on de spot !!! it is so extraordinary and well thought of as the hosts also invited muslims as guests.

An in the late afternoon met up wif ravi, cesch and legendtale at settlers to celebrate xmas. Seems it has been a tradition to meet at settlers around this time of the year =x Again, we played pictionary, our all time fav game ^^ For de first time also the four of us watched soccer together. While the gals are playing their ds, de guys watched soccer. And we were on opposite sides too =x Exciting sia haha. Yingz later remarked that it was very fun to watch me when i watch soccer... maybe i shud say that i dun mind if she willing to accompany to watch soccer too =x wahahah

2007-12-20T18:08:00.000+08:00

Met up with my other "fu lu shou" members, william and mike today. We had ktv at marina sq, we had enjoyed the moments of singing together and we specially picked songs that are related to the issue of today =x William getting ROM in 8 days ^^ We sang songs like “婚礼的祝福” cos got de line, 你的喜帖是我的请帖 and even songs like “无言的结局” to suan him for fun =x but we nt so evil la, we ended with “你们要快了” to bless him also ^^

Was drinking coffee and reminiscing bout de past and de hardships we shared. It was truely memorable... We even chance upon another of our gd fren ^^ Ended up we have even more things to chat ^^

But on the other hand i received news bout one of our fren. Very bad news...
Remember my post on January 10 2006? I was congratulating my fren who got married and among this grp of army frens, he was de first to get married. This few mths he had de msn nick of "dear, i'm sorry. I really love you". I tot it was just a tiff or something.. but it went on for months.. and now include "wait for me dear..." When i saw de expression of mike and william when i asked bout him.. their expression changed... i had a bad feeling. I guessed he was divorced? But i'm wrong.. something more serious. His wife committed suicide... nobody know wat happened. But when u think of it, if ur wife suicided and ur her husband, u will surely blame urself for not preventing it from happen. If its an accident u can blame de other people.. but suicide? I will hate myself forever... He did not lead a charmed life.. abit unlucky... but he was a great fren. Hope everything will turn better for him...

2007-12-19T16:43:00.000+08:00

I got my results today le!!!! Finally i got an A- for the first time in my uni history ^^ at least a B for all subjects except one*#$@$$$* =x But still a marked improvements form my previous sems ^^ My history finally making headway as i finally understand how to write a proper answer in an exam =x But ironically... i scored in de module i feared most =x

Congrats to my darling yingz on achieving a result that is satisfying for her too ^^

Now is the time to headache though...
English i have to choose one module from 4 available selections... i already eliminated 2 of de choices =x
History also need to choose but the prob is i dun even know wat is available.... i want to take either europe or asia.. nt austalia n usa =x *pray*
.. and another Elective also need to choose... -.-"
De elective i tot of taking Jap... as i took jap for one sem last time too. BUT i fear i wun be able to handle the extra stress from learning another language... and there is exam too T.T Despite my interest.. i just feel its not worth it.... somehow... Thus i dunno wat to take now...

2007-12-14T10:03:00.000+08:00

Whee!! I'm back to Singapore ^^
Genting was fun but it could have been more fun if the travel time is shorter, weather is better and the smokers are lesser =x Through the tour, we know each other better and felt the bonds between us gets stronger. We tried casino but it was soooo boring =x and the theme park we only tried less than half ... stupid weather... We ate ice creams in de cold theme park.. personally this is the most enjoyable hahaa

Due to some miscommunication or intentional fraud by the travel agency, we did not have the tix to the sunway lagoon.. the tix cost 30SGD. We decided nt to go due to the limited time we have and relax and shop all day =x Its good to see that everyone have something to bring home ^^

One day after i came back, i met up with yingz *missed her too much =x*
While i can pass her de gifts i bought from malaysia, she can pass de gifts she bought in taiwan *gift exchange* Personally i really love de cat pillow i bought for her.. its so cute ^^ But i must admit she is more creative or shud i say crazy? =x She bought a R21 show from taiwan and smuggled tru the customs for me!! though i dun really yearn for the cd, but the effort and the ingenuity i really appreciate ^^

Today i shall stay at home and nua.. so tired... its my only day to nua also.. as sat will be soccer day and sun will be zoo day. Need to replenish my energy ~

2007-12-08T10:14:00.000+08:00

Back from Bintan ~
Had a really relaxing and wonderful experience there

at first when we reach bintan it was raining... we tot we dai sai again -.-", just like when we went to batam that time.. we had no choice but to be in our hotel room playing monopoly .. but monopoly is soooo fun esp when collecting money =x Luckily the weather was still relatively kind to us as we are able to complete most things we planned to do... like go kart, beach, kite flying for ravi n c (me n yingz see can liao =x), sampan river crossing, weave ketupat (we too lousy.. supposed to be weave basket =x), and even play beach volleyball haha.

First time having spa for me... it is really fun but also dangerous according to yingz =x
3hr of treatment of scrubbing, rubbing wrapping.. it was dark by the time when we finished our treatment =x on the second day we had another massage.. very different to the previous one as this is aroma therapy with traditional massage. Both treatments were really enjoying ^^

The buggy ride is also very interesting.. seeing yingz fully concentrated on the road.. soooo intersting =x Go kart was fun too but i feel its a bit less memorable than de one we had in batam...

Another feature of bintan is the soft soft bed.. when you lie down you dun wanna get up... i can spend 30 mins trying to wake yingz up =x

Darling yingz spent her bday over at bintan.. last yr was hk.. glad to keep the tradition going ^^

Bintan is really fun, with the facilities and the company i'm wif =)

Bintan also reminds me that i'm leading a very cosy and fortunate life right now after looking at the kampongs outside the resort areas... while to our standard they seem to be leading a miserable life, i can see the true warm smile on their faces. Going to less developed countries really is able to impact and change lifestyles...

Next up would be genting and sunway lagoon ^^ the rain has been coming down constantly i heard, hope that it wont affect our trip... pray for me!!!! =x

2007-12-02T17:09:00.000+08:00

看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着,
你的身影这么近我却抱不到

Jay Chou- 彩虹

This two sentences fully describe my feelings while yingz is away in taiwan.. maybe at night easier to think of someone or i haven got used to not receiving her sms at night... i cant sleep at night. The best i can muster is 7hrs... nothing more then that. Whenever someone sms me.. i would hear her voice... make me miss more...

BUT she will be back in less then 24hrs lo woohoo!!!

when she is away, i went to two karaoke sessions... supposed to be 4 -.-"
wats the chance that everyone wanna ask me this particular week.. but none for other weeks... but after 2 times i really felt drained out from singing. also got to know 2 'singers' more.. while one is a good singer who can sing like shi xinghui and xu zhe pei, the other who is a Sagittarius... like yingz sang sparingly and only when accompanied. is this a sagi trademark? loves music but not singing? =x

Finally also fufilled my promise to the guys in nie.. that is to join Facebook =x So many applications... make me so blur =x Facebook also is one of the avenues for one of my fren to get to know a gal he likes better ^^ So interesting to be one of his advisers =x He managed to pull off the stunt by giving flower on the first date... bold right? haha

Soccer training on sat/sun as usual with our kits ready soon.. but our stamina is still inadequate to face the melting weather recently... while we are in the midst of preparing for our official matches with other teams, having fun is also important. Old people cant run too hard =x

2007-11-26T09:19:00.000+08:00

莹在台湾了。。。我好想她。。。
好不习惯一个人的感觉。。。

I finish exam lo... i reckon will be like be Bees again -.-"

How i revise...

2007-11-14T14:17:00.000+08:00

Exams in a week's time.

I have been mainly cooping myself at home trying to arrange my notes into palatable pieces for digestion. Sometimes when things get too boring i will sms yingz and disturb her =x But being a considerate person, i know i cant keep disturbing her ...

From Alfie's introduction, i know of this website that contained clips that talks about Final Fantasy!!! All the way from the first part to the newest part. Each is around 10-20 mins.. total 13 episodes.. i finished all =x It helps me to bring back fond memories... *also tempting me to play them T.T* But ultimately it serves as a wonderful passageway to the past and also away from the exam notes for a while ^^ It also has features for dungeon and dragons!! it is de ultimate classic. Zelda was also explained on why the princess is call Zelda no matter which version... *hint: the zelda is not the same person in all series* Very interesting isn't it?
This is the link: http://www.gametrailers.com/game/4831.html?id=4831
Check it out ~ Watch under final fantasy episode 3 if u wanna see how 'kain' looks like =x

besides indulging in videos, i also indulge in watching channel u 10 pm show. Its about the chu vs de han after de collaspe of qin. I love history!! The many cheng yu derived from this particular period of history really amazes me..

I also enjoy watching de news and newspaper... increase knowledge ^^

Do you know now they have fish therapy? the fishes will bite away ur dead skins and make it smooth, it is slowly becoming family entertainment. Put ur legs into a pond let fish bite, so romantic hor =x

Maggots can help to cure wounds and make it faster to heal.. *if u dare put maggots on ur wounds that is*

A clever grandfather has invented a straw which is able to add flavors to entice his grandchild who hates milk into drinking. So if u want to change banana milk to strawberry milk, just change the straw... Ingenious isn't it!

During the khmer rouge period 1975-1979 up to 2 million dead.. but until now nobody has benn punished for the crimes... the trial only start nxt yr...2008. *you can be executed if u wear specs during that time... and they want u to work endlessly.. if me i think i will fall over the cliff without my specs... maybe thats how so many died =x*

Hebe's health is in the red as the physician she gone to told her her organs are 'getting too old' due to her lack of care and persistent overworking. *heard cesch heart breaking =x*

Thats all for now folks... awaiting my release... 23th Nov... Ciao ~

2007-11-09T22:05:00.000+08:00

Love is like the skin on your hand...
It need plenty of supplements and moisturizer (romance and surprise) to keep it healthy
By leaving it alone.. without taking good care of it.. it will become dry...
Having knocks and bruises are not uncommon.. but it will recover soon...
Even worse if u keep going under the sun, and without sunblock u will get sunburnt...
but after a major sunburnt.. ur skin will peel.. but will still heal ultimately...
Wat is worst is a cut... a cut will cause bleeding no matter how small.. take sometime to heal... but a scar might be there forever... despite concealment.. it will still be there

*yingz want me to blog.... so i have to blog =x*

是你决定我的伤心 .... i like this song title but not de song =x

2007-11-06T19:55:00.000+08:00

Yest was my 'oral exam'... we have to prepare a presentation of 3min in 10 mins to the class. My cough got worse in the morn... and this exam is 50% of my entire grade.. Great... i thought i'm done for. Luckily for me my coughs seem prob seem to desert me when i in the groove of speaking.. talking CURES.. Even to make it more fortunate.. my topic is to tell students about the rules in a new computer room...*i did this many times few yrs back =x*

Exams coming.. but i simply cant revise properly.. moodless and restless.. plus my medication left me utterly sleepy almost 24hrs a day... i could sleep 3 times a day *cos i take de medicine 3 times a day too...* This is only de first day i take de medicine faithfully...

What shud i do...?

2007-11-03T17:18:00.000+08:00

Last week was the last week of class for this year!!! NO MORE!!
Managed to sneak into yingz lecture last week =x
It is so so so chim... dunno what they saying... cheng yu no need 4 words... and de origins... and even got an yu... dunno wat lai de -.-" But it is a new exp ^^

Watched superbad on tues... as many shows haven show yet T.T The show is really crappy.. somehow crude but still watchable la. Thus we watched Stardust. IT IS FANTASTIC 4.25 stars for me =x Claire Danes was one of my fav actress last time... still remember sec 2 me n yijie *he now in canada dunno where liao..* loves her show. anyway back to de show, i seen some resemblances wif final fantasy... it is filled with humour too on top of its big cast. Very very nice.

Today is quite a shuai day... fell from de railing this morn...plus jus now alomst fell down in de kitchen -.- now i full of injuries..

Time to recuperate... my flu just refuses to go away while my voice just refuses to return T.T

2007-10-30T11:51:00.000+08:00

MY DARLING IS A GREEN TEA POWDER MONSTER!!!!

Few days ago, yingz and me went to Genki Sushi. It is her first time.. curious and head-strong as she is... she wanted to put the green tea powder herself. In the end she put so much that it is like the milo-dinosaur... still have undisolved powder on top -.-" So so so thick =x We later know from the instructions that by right we shud put 2-3 teaspoons =x hers at least 15 =x But the food there is very nice, especially the salmons. After countless trips to sakae sushi.. genki provide something unique ^^

Yest and today i'm down with flu.. i even lost my voice T.T
I struggled to finish my lessons.. no appetite at all...
after all de lessons i'm glad to be on my out of school.
However, a very talkative gal who speaks in accented English
was so irritating that i cant sleep -.-"
Her English accent is sooooooo irritating =x
*i think she is english yr 1 student... so she would be a english teacher next time...*
She actually looked down on salespersons who cant speak english well..
and rate that shop worst service of all... *shops like G2000 is low class to her liao*
but whats wrong with poor english?
The reason is she cant understand chinese although she is a chinese...
She should be ashamed of herself....
She even boosted about spending 100+ in one day on taxi....
home-> school -> airport-> school-> home-> out-> home
some people nowadays are sooooo spoilt....

From today onwards i would be free from 830 lessons!!! CHEERS!!!!
*basically most lessons*

2007-10-25T13:35:00.000+08:00

Random post...

Went to ecp for the SUNSHINE on last sunday.. it was incredible fun though. Cycling from ECP all the way to Changi Beach, although the party was reduced by half on our way there =x The portion along the airport runway offers sensations which can be thoroughly demoralizing: NEVER ENDING straight roads ahead... The C-Nai Hong Kong Restaurant turns up to be the shop i alwis wanna tried =x *i targeting another of its chain last time* By the end of the outing, everyone were burned out.. literally... *yingz even fell sick after that... c almost fell sick... ravi scared of her sun-burned skin being touched in de bus.... but me? i only look tired according to my classmate -.-*

Had watched 3 movies recently.. Resident Evil (2.5/5), The Brave One (3.5/5) and Brothers (3/5). One similarity despite the differences... guns. Having a gun represents power and also security. Right and wrong becomes harder to judge when u have a gun in hand...

It was keropi bday yest.. we had only time to wish her happy birthday and posed for photos with an angel headgear -.-

It was also me n yingz 20th mth anniversary ^^ Time flies... I just wanna say to her, that i'm really glad that she willing to stand by me, bring me joy (and excitement =x) even though i extremely 麻烦 according to her =x I wont want to let u go so easily de.. Wahahahah =x

2007-10-19T21:38:00.000+08:00

Weekend is here finally!!!

Time to throw everything at the back of my head and RELAX!!
Bought alot of things recently.... bought 2 couple T shirts!!
*our plan is to wear couple tees at bintan everyday and make c n ravi jealous =x*
Furthermore with their interests at heart, i bought monopoly so that can play when they are bored with suntanning over there =x

Looking forward ^^

With exams nearing... time to discipline myself into revising le.. haiz.. sianz =x

2007-10-11T17:45:00.000+08:00

Had dinner at the renowned Ma Maison at Bugis.... *so many people recommended me =x* IT WAS FANTASTIC!! The overall ambiance was classy and comfortable. Normally have to queue just to get in, but luckily we were early...

As you can see, the place is nice and comfortable.

My delicious spagetti.. i wanted to eat noodles type cos i'm down wif sore throat (many things cant eat T.T). It is really nice and it is rather unique ^^

Yingz chicken with a few 'strands' of spagetti... *we suspect it must to make it look good on photos =x* The chicken is in the restaurant 's signature brown sauce... and the chicken is simply marvelous.. wif cheese somemore ^^
Because the food is sooo nice, we decided to add another appetizer. After much struggle, we decided to eat the escargots =x Its our first time eating this... so kong bu yet so fun =x Its 'heated' in front of us.. while we looked at it.. dunno how to eat =x So we asked the waitress to show us wats the actual proceedure hahaa. *my hand happened to be in the photo.... -.-*

After a satisfying meal..we were given this... a key.. to .... a hotel...? Nope... it is actually our key to pay the cashier -.-"

2007-10-08T21:51:00.000+08:00

I think its time to place something on my blog... to inform those who are concerned about me that i'm still alive =x It has been a long time since my last entry *my ice creams and mooncakes are all gone already.... T.T*

It has been a busy few days for me as i was rushing tru my history assignments. I'm glad that all my history assignments are completed *Three Cheers for me =x* One of my module is also ending soon.. finally i can move on to complete my other tasks!!!

The Bintan trip is booked from 5th to 7th dec. Yingz must be so happy to leave sg again on her bday hahaha. dun think bintan has any cinema though.. Looking forward to it ^^

Additionally, after two days after the bintan trip.. i'm outta sg again!!! to genting and sunway lagoon.. genting has been a long overdue memory.. so i think it would be a good exp ^^

So may i also announce that i'm officially broke =x

*tired mood.... esp after spurs conceded a 92min equaliser against the kops.... haiz...*

2007-09-26T22:48:00.000+08:00

Moon cake festival made my fridge full of mooncakes!!
Now apart from ice creams, chocs.. i even have ice cream mooncakes and durian moon cakes =x

Spent my moon cake festival yingz in a special environment and doing special things: that is.. studying in macdonalds =x Very special riet? =x This is only part 1.

Part 2 we went for facial hahaha. We bought the voucher long ago... it seems kind of fun and yingz felt it is really cheap. It is my virgin try and it is on moon cake festival =x So we made an appointment at citispa... it was an eye-opener for me definitely * but nt for her as she is very experienced liao* It can be sooooo painful!!! i wonder how gals would love to do facials so frequently -.- But it really work wonders. My face seems much more 'brighter' now ^^

Part 3 i surprised her with a traditional lantern.. so we were able to walk in the park along her way home ^^ *although the time is 11pm liao =x* Finally my plan proceeded without much glitches haha ^^

*when i was going home i saw a guy still making arrangements for his gf possibly.. lighting de lanterns and being lang man ^^*

2007-09-23T11:29:00.000+08:00

Back to blogging, as nxt week is the recess week *an excuse for me to super slack for a day*
Last entry i talked bout the moon cakes we made for each other. (i know it is hard to imagine...) so now is time to show the images ~

above is my yingz mooncake, to show it is edible and delicious, i have taken a bite before i remember to take the photo =x

mooncake in the making.... *the ugly plasticky thing is actually my fingers in plastic*

tada ~ the first mooncake made by myself ever *might be the last also =x*

Yest after the arduous weekdays.. yingz n me decided to hit the gym and as i have free tix from ivan we decided to go to the ESCAPE!!! *my virgin try again =x* It was rather fun... super safe driver yingz safely navigating tru the slopes.... being scared of something that is nt scary at all =x We won something in the games!! it is a little plush pony ^^ We also realise that there is no more bowling over there.. so we instead played pool and arcade...
By the end of everything we are totally out of energy.....

2007-09-19T20:18:00.000+08:00

Audrey a.k.a kiasu mummy has asked me to help her... she asked me to help her vote. pls help her to vote for her baby girl Istelle. Thanks ^^ (the voting would end this friday)

Click here to vote

2007-09-18T23:38:00.000+08:00

Heard a love story recently... very original story!

It is a love story about two snakes...

One of the snake is a cobra, while the other one is a python.
One wet rainy day, they chanced upon each other in a dark hole to hide from the rain
It was love at first sight, the cobra admire the muscular and handsome python while the python was crazily infatuated with the silky and pretty skin of the slim cobra.
It was a match in heaven as though they are living everyday in fairy tale...
Alas!! the news of their relationship spread to their parents and they objected violently to the union... and they were kept apart.
Finally they managed to sneak out and meet for the last time... it was very emotional.. very sad. It is their last meeting... they haven hug or kiss b4... and they decided to do it tonight as this is their final chance! The python coiled around the cobra and embrace tightly while the cobra was kissing enthusiastically *it is the first time for her to kiss someone and him to hug someone so tightly*... It is also their last moment together...

cos the python hug too hard and burst the lungs of his gf while the cobra kiss too excitedly that her deadly venom went into the python... =x

*this is the story told by our lecturer during one of our lecture wif some modifications =x*

Today stayed in school SPECIALLY to give moral support for yingz. She is one of the main com in de mooncake event,, n she making it n teaching.. so i must give some support riet? ^^ The moon cake is really really nice!! i also made one for her lalala ~~

2007-09-13T18:38:00.000+08:00

Had a fulfilling e-learning week last week by going gym, exhibitions and badminton. *also ate alot of nice food... i dun miss NIE canteen at at =x*

While this week is back to studies.... *today topic is about studying*

I heard a interesting exp from my lecturer.. i find it very amazing =x He was teaching in ITE, but it was hell. He said that lessons u have less than half-filled, and the half you have is all latecomers. Worse still is the ITE do not provide you with a syllabus for you to teach. Just pass you the outline and you can teach anything related in that subject in any way -.- But most importantly, i find it is outrageous. Because of the public image of ITE which they have spent many money in constructing, he maximum only can fail 4 students out of more the 400... less than 1%, which means the lecturer have to pass the students who did not appear at all during class... and it is a in-class assessment, which means no exam. So basically is they AUTOMATICALLY pass! They have creative accountancy... so you have to close both eyes to mark even though is wrong *they have creativity*.. cos u have to pass them somehow... How ironic when i see students in NIE failing even after putting much effort....

I heard an dramatic example of asking-for-too-much teachers =x
My fren who was sick had an mc... thinking that he can submit his mc using the soft copy he sent it the next day. but the tutor replied in exclamation marks and capital letters that it is not acceptable! She want him to submit in person by the same day. but as he still got lessons and CCA he did not manage to check the mail until almost midnight when he reached home. He was shocked and apologized, but the tutor wanted him to come to her hse *three storey bungalow* to pass to her personally... at around 1am.... Is this reasonable? *actually still got many after stories... this would soon be a big matter =x*

And in the same course, although we diff class i also felt injustice, but in different way. in my case is the phenomenon of students handing up of assignments way beyond the stipulated maximum numbers of words. When you have more words you can express yourself more adequately and have more pts right? The tutor oredi said do not exceed the word limit, but in the end she one of the top scorers... *although technically speaking is none of my biz cos i no need to hand up that =x*

The world is unfair and could be unreasonable... but this is life, we have to get on regardlessly...

2007-09-07T11:54:00.001+08:00

My darling ying yingz has been quite annoyed with me recently... she complained that i dun cherish de presents from her... *i lost de thumb drive she gave me.. but really careless ma T.T* She also complained to me that i dun give suprises...

So now i have to suprise her ^^

Ready?

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TadA!!This is de gift she gave me on our 17th mth anniversary ^^ She painstakingly drew everything **her art 10 times better den me... T.T** She went tru many hrs just to create this.. But when she gave to me .. i only had one peek at de picture.. so when i piece them together.. i have to try one by one. She tot i just threw one side... but actuallly i did le... but haven buy frame =x

Below is my tan chi de darling eating sugar cane in vietnam. I want to say I love her and i will prove jus that ^^

2007-09-06T23:09:00.000+08:00

Yest i went to Tampines to go GYM!!! Wahaha a suprise riet? *actually main idea is to disturb yingz n let her see dat i nt so weak after all =x* The gym was rather spacious and equipments are quite enuff considering it is not those super ex gyms =x I need to spent my energy on something.. workout is a gd choice!!

This afternoon went to the times bookstore fair to grab some books.. not much there except for children books. But we still manged to spend 100+... cos one of de book is my sis harry potter. de history books there are so ex still after 50% off T.T But it was rather pleasnt exp.. at least nt like those super long queues in de bookshop fair!!

nxt as my bro n me wanna go suntec to see de games fair.. we headed staright down from expo for de second fair... *we skipped food fair.. its a waste of time =x* We see Wii, n-gage *i tot it extinct liao =x*, playstaion 3, ds lite and hordes of online games... u can play games and try de diff sets and games there. Its pretty fun, can watch tournament between de players, see pretty gals =x, and get lots of freebies ^^ However many things we expected nt there... too small scale compared to de other games shows in america and japan.... de ps3 800 +.... haiz..

i also returned to the arms of sony ericsson as i jus bought 810i ^^ still yet to play wif it in detail.. but de camera seems really good ^^ *i was tempted to buy a samsung too... but de function less and i finally decided to go for function rather den aesthetics* almost 400 dollars gone...

den we were shopping for my mum deep fryer when we spotted a hifi... so super nice... we bought it =x *its de courst moving out sale.. so we are helping them.. see so kind =x*

tomolo would be ktv time!! it has been a log time liao!!! hahaa

2007-09-03T19:10:00.000+08:00

Sat Sept 01, and i'm officially released from the shackles on going to school everyday as my e-learning week starts!! *although my joy wuld be terribly short-lived...*

Woke up early as usual to play soccer at TP, when we were reaching our peak in the game, the hockey players wanted to have the whole pitch for practice... in the end they play a while, and keep picking de ball -.- Just a small portion of the field also cannot... so STINGY!!! In the end we played in the basketball court for a while.. den to another open are challenging the younger kids *poly students* They are not very skillful but they sure can run... in the end we decided to move to elsewhere.. they really not up to standard =x I received another blister and became a hei ren at the end of it... *hair n skin.. use ur imagination*

On sunday, i went to comex with yingz. my hp do stunts again.. sms cant reach my hp.. nt even a call could.. so in the end she waited for me for long time =x *cos i din know she reached le =x* Comex this yr was rather well organised with its 3 storeys.. that means less squeezing into hordes of people ^^ I even chanced up on my bro n da shao there... they changed hp AGAIN -.- ...i needed to buy a hp soon but there dun have singtel T.T Any recommendation for a good n affordable SE phone?

In the end yingz bought a sony vaio laptop after much comparison wif a mac book. Its really economical n nice ^^ Her new bao bei =x

The cafe cartel at marina have a shortages of food.. so kua zhang.. machiam 50% or more out of stock.. so in the end we din eat cafe cartel again.. although we sat there =x

Hope to at least start some of my many assignments bt the end of the week.. *pray*

2007-08-27T22:16:00.001+08:00

Yest I went to Expo for a Dog show to lend my support to yingz as she is a volunteer to help to sell merchandise to raise funds for the organisation. I ended buying 2 t-shirts n a key chain... Really very supportive riet !!! ^^

Inside, you can see all sorts of dogs!!! From mini schnauzer, golden retiever to a lion look alike dog!!! so cute lo!! Some dogs are really gigantic... i prob wun be able to outwrestle them T.T I really enjoyed looking at the different breeds of dogs ~ I think its really a joyous day for de dogs as they are able to see so many of their own kind ^^ While the smaller dogs look so cute, the larger dogs also look very nice! i guess it wun be easy to take either sides... BUT i cant rear dog at home T.T My mum dun allow... i just have to wait den... ^^

De macau express at the expo seems quite crowded.. thats why we decided to give it a try.. but it is nt really up to standard ... dunno why so many people =x try it at ur own risk ...

2007-08-21T22:55:00.000+08:00

Long Time i blogged.. *i finally relented to yingz complains =x*

Been having my hands full wif school works.. esp history wif tonnes to read T.T
and most frustratingly... i both modules is SEA... one is early colonial.. one is after it...
same teacher some more... sometimes i really confused which info is for which =x
and he is sooooo fierce... n his lessons are mostly in de early morning ... dun dare to late =x

finally got over one of the presentation! one less thing on my back ^^
and de response was overwhelming.. and de feedbacks were certainly very encouraging!

right now is still de conditioning phase of school life.. where everyone is trying to readapt back to de hectic life... seeing people complaining... some super enthusiastic bout their projects etc... its fun... in a way...

EPL is my staple food on weekends.. trying to exercise more regularly by playing soccer at TP every weekend ^^ i think i only getting darker though.. fitter..er... =x

last sat something incredible happened... i dun usually bother bout wat is de top prize of 4D is.. since i dun bet at all. but somehow i managed to peek into my father's room n saw de winning number! *n from de my angle its de only number i can see* its 0125! this number is so special as if u rearrange this 4 digits u could get.. yingz bday... her mum's bday n also my last 4 number of my HP! it is destiny ^^ and when i told yingz bout it. and she replied.. tottenham scored... when she replied again.. they score again... by de 13th mins.. tottenham is 3 up.. n i got her 3 sms =x

oh btw yingz workload is getting heavier each day as her multiple exams r drawing nearer... so let us all wish her good luck n give her encouragement ^^ I would try to put in more effort to support her too ^^

Sleepy.... signing off ~

2007-08-13T21:52:00.000+08:00

一首能描绘我在遇见莹莹之前的心声
*也是一首我唱时能让她笑到不行的歌 =x*

上帝会保佑我的
爱情总会来的
我在梦中一切都有
可惜现实呀常常是相反的
爱她的男人很多
那我又算什么
我在雨中喝着闷酒
反正幸福呀对我是奢侈的
心理太清楚了其实她不爱我
奇怪地球上怎么会没有人看上我
神啊救救我吧
一把年纪了一个爱人都没有
孤独是可怜的如果没爱过
人生是黑白的
神啊救救我吧
一个人晃了半辈子了为什么
我这样的男人哪就快要绝种
她呢又在哪儿

神啊!求救救我 - 陈小春

2007-08-12T11:22:00.000+08:00

Ratatouille - a french dish which is also de name of the animation by PIXAR

Watched it on friday, it gave me loads of excitement and laughter *esp when yingz is grabbing me =x * I shall nt elaborate too much of the plot lest it might let out too much and spoil de suprise... Maybe you would love rats after watching de show =x or even be inspired to cook and try new dishes =x

after one week back in school de pressure and workload is slowly building up.. i have to start preparing a presentation on de second day liao.. T.T But pressure also bring challenge n conquering challenge bring about satisfaction ^^ *trying hard to psycho myself*

Haiz... sad... spurs lost yest T.T hope this would push them hard and go for de kill on for de coming fixture 2 days from now ^^